yesterday, i got some potentially scary news. i cried and called my mum and hugged my husband and texted a friend. when people say "there's no point in worrying
yet..." what they mean is "clearly you have reason to worry and you are going to worry but i don't really know what else to say so i'm going to say this." personally, i think that now IS the time to worry. because if the news ends up being bad... well at that point - there's no POINT in worrying. worrying makes a lot more sense when you don't KNOW if it's going to be bad yet.
i dunno. trying to be positive, but i'm frightened. trying to be brave, but really i just want it all to be over. i want to know what's wrong. whether it's no big deal, or whether it's THE big deal.
but through this pile of shitty shit, i'm feeling even more aware that my family is amazing. my husband is amazing. my friends are amazing. and no matter what the outcome - i'm a very lucky woman.
i've gotten some scary news lately too. its a terrible feeling to wonder and worry. i hope everything turns out ok for you, and if you ever need to talk call/text/email/come over!!!!! xoxoxo
ReplyDeletei have a feeling i might know what you're going through only TOO well...
ReplyDeleteaw, miss erin!
ReplyDeletewell... if there is anything YOU need - the same applies. i'm always here. and would be happy to get together and hang out, eat ice cream, talk about faulty boxes... you know. like girls do.